All I can think about is getting back into the game guys. This is hell. I know how easy it can be to throw some winning bets together, especially with all the options that are offered now a days.
All I can think about is coming up with some money so I can reload. I guess I am an addict in every sense of the word.
All I can think about is coming up with some money so I can reload. I guess I am an addict in every sense of the word.
That's not true. You hear it time and time again from people who actually ran casinos that the only winners were people who do arbitrage. If I had the link I would post it but it was some old wise guy who ran some casinos in Vegas back in the day. You can't win. It's just the way it is sadly.
This here would be among the stupidest things possible to kill yourself over, to relinquish the gift of life over, a gift you could have done so much with and still can.
People get past things, they change, others in this thread have spoken of how they did and you can to. If you want to.
I can not imagine why you would not reach out to GA (Gamblers Anon) cuz there you'd have guys who've walked thru the fire you're in, might have avenues you could take to rehab your financial situation.
This here would be quite a stupid circumstance to die over though.
Fuckin EGO is all that you are talking about. Accompanied, yes, by that "Rush" of winning but even that boils down to YOU trying to get to a place where you've OutSmarted a thing, to "prevail".
We don't fucking "PREVAIL" here, that is not among the possible outcomes, within a Physical Dimension, not an item that is on the Menu.
It certainly is within our minds though, these tiny scattered victories completely meaningless compared to what is:
Lessening the suffering of others.
We accomplish zero
till we overcome Ego.
JA,
Your biggest problems right now would be someone's best problem. It's all relevant, brother. Life is the ultimate grind. Never the immediate results we want/expect - just like gambling. You never really lose a bet unless you don't learn something from it. Same shit applies to the nonsense we deal with everyday. Bet on yourself right now. I guarantee you won't lose. You're a lucky and blessed individual. Nothing may seem fun or easy but do the ordinary and you'll see the extraordinary. I promise... Peace brother...
Your biggest problems right now would be someone's best problem. It's all relevant, brother. Life is the ultimate grind. Never the immediate results we want/expect - just like gambling. You never really lose a bet unless you don't learn something from it. Same shit applies to the nonsense we deal with everyday. Bet on yourself right now. I guarantee you won't lose. You're a lucky and blessed individual. Nothing may seem fun or easy but do the ordinary and you'll see the extraordinary. I promise... Peace brother...
Get a job or two. Go to work. Earn money. Stop feeling sorry for yourself. Get a job if you have one get another. Wait just go do something that will get you tossed in prison. Then you can gamble with smokes or stamps or whatever. Stop whining. Get a job and on payday u can start gambling again. Day labor tomorrow and you can bet a $50 parlay on Golden state they play on Tuesday. Get a job. Where do u live I'll find you work.
