I may kill myself. I swear to Christ I have the worst luck in the entire universe.

[JimmyApe]

Lets forget the fact for a second that my life has been nothing but one heartbreak after another. This is the kind of shit that happens to me all the time.

Ticket	Accepted Date	Risk	To Win	Status	Wager
413701058-1*	12/10/16 1:46am	Rolling If-Bet (Win Only) from ticket # 413701032-1.
		$277.75	$61.58	Pending	2 Team Parlay
				Pending	12/10/16 8:05pm NBA Basketball 512 Chicago Bulls -650* <small style="padding: 0px; margin: 0px;">vs</small> Miami Heat
				Pending	12/10/16 8:35pm NBA Basketball 516 San Antonio Spurs -1700* <small style="padding: 0px; margin: 0px;">vs</small> Brooklyn Nets
413701032-1*	12/10/16 1:45am	Rolling If-Bet (Win Only) from ticket # 413700890-1.
		$189.81	$87.94*	Pending	2 Team Parlay
				Win	12/10/16 12:00pm College Football 138 North Dakota State -1 -520* <small style="padding: 0px; margin: 0px;">vs</small> South Dakota State
				Win	12/10/16 12:00pm College Basketball 526 Providence -1 -440* <small style="padding: 0px; margin: 0px;">vs</small> Massachusetts
413700890-1*	12/10/16 1:40am	$200.00	$389.81*	Pending	3 Team Parlay
				Win	12/10/16 3:00pm College Football 103 Army +7 -160* <small style="padding: 0px; margin: 0px;">vs</small> Navy
				Win	12/10/16 3:00pm College Football 103 Army/Navy Under 51 -180*
				Pending	12/10/16 8:05pm NBA Basketball 513 Golden State Warriors -600* <small style="padding: 0px; margin: 0px;">vs</small> Memphis Grizzlies

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Warriors gonna lose probably the only game they will lose for the rest of the year. And if anyone watched the game it was literally nothing but inexplicable horrific luck from beginning to end.

I honestly believe that the world we live in is not even real. The stuff I have seen leads me to believe that.

I am now completely broke and in a world of utter shit. All I needed was a Warriors victory. I have exactly no money and no way to reload and no job.

Gambling is truly evil ladies and gentlemen. Even though theres ways to win, in the end nobody wins.

I am writing this to you because I am hanging by my final thread in life and about to kill myself.

 

[LivintheFamilyLife!]

I've been there. We dont know each other but I can only tell you what I've been told & have experienced myself. It truley is darkest before things turn, dont give up hope or on life because you only get one chance. Stop gambling. I agree, its almost like outcomes are predetermined to work against you. Dont keep doing the same things over & over hoping for different results because it doesnt happen. Hope you took a breath, cleared your head & chose the right thing.

 

[JimmyApe]

The temptation to try to make easy money gambling when it should be easy is just too much. Look at this. Warriors win this game 90% of the time. Would have turned my last 200 into 750.

I am now broke, no income, tens of thousands in debt and seriously about to end my life.

 

[LivintheFamilyLife!]

I feel you trust me, took me 25+ years to learn that theres no such thing as "easy money" or a "sure thing" especially when it comes to sports gambling. Call somebody you can talk to, a friend, a hotline, somebody & just let it out. Keeping the thoughts inside will eat you alive.

 

[RunMaker]

You're describing my day, bro.

Worst day all year for me. Got obliterated. But keep head up.

 

[KingofNicotine]

Why were you gambling this money if you have nothing? People like you are addicts who give the rest of us a bad name. The world is real. Coincidences happen all the time and this time you were on the wrong side of things. Do you forget all the times where things went right for you?

 

[mountain]

The temptation to try to make easy money gambling when it should be easy is just too much. Look at this. Warriors win this game 90% of the time. Would have turned my last 200 into 750.

I am now broke, no income, tens of thousands in debt and seriously about to end my life.

A $750 win would not have cured tens of thousands in debt. Please get some help, this is much deeper than turning $200 into $750. Step up, there are people in this world that need you around.

 

[ML Dog]

Were I in your spot I'd see if I could locate guys who've been where you are, Gamblers Anonymous. Compatriots, guys who might even be able to help get you back on your feet.

Don't Give Up, Don't Ever Give Up.

Theres still positive stuff you can do with this life.

 

[boss415]

I loved the Griz tonight and was at work too late to play em. Good luck live or 2nd half when they were up 20 in the first. No such thing as a sure thing my man and it is all about rythems and cycles. If it is that bad then you should quit! No such thing as easy money

 

[Pulledclear]

The temptation to try to make easy money gambling when it should be easy is just too much. Look at this. Warriors win this game 90% of the time. Would have turned my last 200 into 750.

I am now broke, no income, tens of thousands in debt and seriously about to end my life.

Have you ever considered a job?

 

[Willie99]

deep breath, time heals all wounds, you just have to realize you work your way out of a hole and gambling only makes those holes bigger

everyone here has probably felt like you have at some point in time, just about everyone here gambled with money they should not have and had sleepless nights

I know I have, but a long time ago, like the late 80's early 90's, I thought I could supplement my income. Now it's just about having fun, never gamble over your head, but gamble to have fun and respect the money you have in your pocket.

In other words, HATE LOSING more than you love gambling. Never chase, just relax and enjoy life more than you enjoy gambling. I gamble a lot less on a game today than I did 30 years ago, I could afford to lose more today but I hate giving away my money more than I love gambling, so something changed in me.

NEVER CHASE

 

[RunMaker]

Willie, I like that you're a numbers guy. Very few people crunch the numbers and can give you exact outputs on their results. I'm doing a review for 2016 and I'll be able to have all the data soon.... nightmarish data, lol.

But my question is, do you track all your activity down to the cent? I ask b/c I like your post and b/c it reflects honesty. And, most importantly, as we both know with numbers.... the numbers do not lie.

 

[Willie99]

No RunMaker, I don't track every penny, that would take the fun out of it .

But I have relatively few transactions, so it's not hard for me to reconstruct or estimate things.

With locals, we don't meet unless the number is fairly significant (for me for gambling purposes anyhow)

Offshore, if my balance is small I bet small, I don't send money in just to make larger bets. And I only make larger withdrawals, so cash to and from only happens a few times per year. Although I gamble nearly every day, keeping track of cash in and out is fairly easy

 

[RunMaker]

Thanks.

I like the decision you made a while ago. And it's why referenced the tracking.... b/c this year (2017) if I don't make a nice "supplemental result", then I'll have to face the numbers.

 

[mango]

Killing yourself over $200? Lame.

Your problem isn't gambling. Your problem is thinking that gambling will fix all your life's problems. That rarely works out. Since you're in a financial hole, you can get out by filing bankruptcy (heck, even Trump filed 4 of them) so you can get a fresh start. Then go get a job. Once you become financially and emotionally stable, you can start gambling again when losing $200 won't spiral in to a suicidal depression.

 

[CHOPTALK]

Why were you gambling this money if you have nothing? People like you are addicts who give the rest of us a bad name. The world is real. Coincidences happen all the time and this time you were on the wrong side of things. Do you forget all the times where things went right for you?

Not the time for this post man I think the op is serious

 

[CHOPTALK]

No RunMaker, I don't track every penny, that would take the fun out of it .

But I have relatively few transactions, so it's not hard for me to reconstruct or estimate things.

With locals, we don't meet unless the number is fairly significant (for me for gambling purposes anyhow)

Offshore, if my balance is small I bet small, I don't send money in just to make larger bets. And I only make larger withdrawals, so cash to and from only happens a few times per year. Although I gamble nearly every day, keeping track of cash in and out is fairly easy

This is 100% exactly what I do

 

[CHOPTALK]

I hope op is still around.
Now I'm feeling guilty about my Memphis win

 

[Bjizzle06]

OP, there are a lot of people (ie college students) who are broke and tens of thousands in the hole. It's not that big of a deal man. The warriors shit the bed, so what? Chill out, get a grip, and start fresh. Aren't there other things you enjoy doing besides sports betting?

 

[DELSOL]

My man. Just go out, get laid, fill your face with some cute pussy and sleep late the next day.

From there, you will have clarity on what is important in life besides $.