TR, first of all, thank you for posting this and sharing with us.
We may argue and bicker a lot, but we are still considered a small family & a small community within itself.
Reading this, literally just gave me a gut check. A very sick feeling to my stomach.
Myself & T had great talks and we have had our little bickering back and forth. Things like this just makes you reflect and simply put LIFE in perspective.
Praying for a speedy recovery & we hope you'll be back here soon. Fight as hard as you can. We are here for you. Cheers pal.