Remeber my ex gf?

[pocketrockets]

The one I caught with a guy on xmas and ended up in jail for busting his head open? The one who caused me to fall off the wagon and almost go crazy? Like psycho not a nice person suicidal crazy?

She called me yesterday, same drill, baby forgive me, dont be mad, I miss you...

Only difference is, she is leaving to the States tomorrow, timeframe not defined, knowing her she will marry one of you fucks and rub it in my face. Jk/maybe not.

Considering one should say bye and the things you feel always since anyone can die at any moment (uncle's death effect on my life ATM) what should I do?

Tonight is her farewell with friends... I could also see her 1 on 1 tomorrow... she leaves Thursday.

I gotta admit, I steel feel shit feelings for this chick.

 

[ML Dog]

Oh yeah I remember that girl

but I more recall the story.

Excellent fucking story.

The intelligent part of me says totally don't see the girl.

Another part of me says that you completely have to see her

for reasons that if I typed them would result in yet another wall of fucking text from me

which no one wants

but the fucking ARGUMENT the "points" that part of me plants clearly within my soul makes me totally know you should see her.



For Better or Worse My Brother.



Oneday we get old


decrepid

and worn



we wish we'd done some things differently.



This Adventure is yet unfolding, you totally have to see the girl.


Things have to go where they are intended to GO and if you don't see her

on some "principle" or whateverthefuck the deal would be


you'd regret that when you're old and she's dead, you're dead....whatever happens.


Just please try not to let her Destroy You again.



Please.

 

[pocketrockets]

Thanks man, that shit is what I wanna hear, Im fucking anxious... this girl sweeps my feet man, any other I say fuck her let her rot, this one? cant do

 

[Bourn]

 

[MattyMatt]

It's 420 man, you know what to do...Have fun! @)

 

[pocketrockets]

It's 420 man, you know what to do...Have fun! @)

hahah nice!!!

 

[bounceback]

I agree, see her.

Just go into it knowing it aint nothing more than a final farewell....



PS - I don't know the original story if that means anything lol

 

[ML Dog]

Thanks man, that shit is what I wanna hear, Im fucking anxious... this girl sweeps my feet man, any other I say fuck her let her rot, this one? cant do

Well thats the answer I hear in my soul.

If it kills you so fucking be it man.

Fuck It.



That Life?


Denying yourself seeing her?!!?


When you feel as deeply as you do when she affects you so DEEPLY?



You are stupid as fuck.



I am too. :toast:



but at least we won't have to live with that fucking regret, them fucking questions.


all the fucking lifelong time.

Fuck It.

FUCK IT ALL




yolo


yolo


yo ohh ohh ohh ohh

 

[ML Dog]

Oh Fuck wrong Jump Into The Fire....


pretty good song though that ^^^^^^


laugh out fucking loud.

 

[ML Dog]

Gaw Dang.

MUSTAINE

 

[Redagger029]

Wouldn't be surprised if you ran into her again some day. Chicks like that one always seems to come back.

 

[ML Dog]

By Divine Prescience...

if any of you don't know what Harry Nilsson's Journey consisted of....

...what harry Nilsson's Life was...



Research that.



You won't even believe it.



Among the Top 112 Coolest Humans who ever lived


and among the Top 47 Most Brilliant.



I know.....you don't believe me. I don't blame you. Mystifying how this dude's life has not been turned into a Movie. he was so Blessed and Cursed.



(words lol)



It was Incredible.


The very definition.



and then it was different



than amazing




some times

souls so blessed, given every single talent, gift, sight, heart, every single thing one could ever hope for


all that stuff just leads to them being totally and completely alone here



on this planet




but yeah, thats "sad".....


as barman has told you though......




thats not how it ends, what I mean to say is this dimension is real limited, only so much here



we have to find True Love

and try to get stuck at the top of that huge ass Ferris Wheel for as long as we can

because from there is the only place we can see forever.




Love.



Is All.



All there was here.



That was Truly of Value.



Nothing else mattered.



hindsight be like


20 20



as is said




words lol

 

[boss415]

Wouldn't be surprised if you ran into her again some day. Chicks like that one always seems to come back.

+1
For sure you will see her again

 

[HarryCaray]

It's 420 man, you know what to do...Have fun! @)

hahah nice!!!

You fucking hooligans better be able to pass a drug test if I'm gonna refer you.

 

[MattyMatt]

You fucking hooligans better be able to pass a drug test if I'm gonna refer you.

Man, I thought it was gonna go down like this...

"Do You do drugs?" Me: NO!" "Okay, you pass!!"

I'll pass the test, but I expect you to take me to celebrate afterwards...

 

[HarryCaray]

Man, I thought it was gonna go down like this...

"Do You do drugs?" Me: NO!" "Okay, you pass!!"

I'll pass the test, but I expect you to take me to celebrate afterwards...

Hahaha. Trust me, I am as anti-drug test as you can get.

I'm clean right now because of the whole Petco job offer thing. Since I'm pissing clean I'm going to take this opportunity to get my Mercedes badge renewed (it lapsed and you have to take a new drug test to reactivate it). Taking a piss test today so I can stop not smoking tonight. Been like 6 weeks.

 

[MattyMatt]

Hahaha. Trust me, I am as anti-drug test as you can get.

I'm clean right now because of the whole Petco job offer thing. Since I'm pissing clean I'm going to take this opportunity to get my Mercedes badge renewed (it lapsed and you have to take a new drug test to reactivate it). Taking a piss test today so I can stop not smoking tonight. Been like 6 weeks.

Been 6 weeks for me also, until today. Lol taking the day off even. Been very few times the last 7 months for me actually. Trying to help support the prego lady who can't...really surprised she hasn't gone stir crazy. Lol

 

[Mobdeeper7239]

I had to piss to pass a drug test one time and I thought I had 2 weeks. Found out after 5 days that it was the. Next day. I ran about 3-4 miles a day. Drank cranberry juice religiously and water. Took 6 days to get clean from frequent ganja use.

That 30 day stuff they make you believe is bullshit. Just got to do it by the book and it will be out your system in a week imo.

 

[Mobdeeper7239]

As for the thread. You're a fool if your main girl is easy to fuck. Don't chase that hoe.

 

[MattyMatt]

I had to piss to pass a drug test one time and I thought I had 2 weeks. Found out after 5 days that it was the. Next day. I ran about 3-4 miles a day. Drank cranberry juice religiously and water. Took 6 days to get clean from frequent ganja use.

That 30 day stuff they make you believe is bullshit. Just got to do it by the book and it will be out your system in a week imo.

Fat content plays a role. For me, it takes about 9 days with just water and sweating a lot. Can shorten it with niacin and flooding with water for a few days. At least get a "inconclusive/diluted" result. I've only failed once in my lifetime and that was bc I didn't care if I passed or not at the time...