Gyno, I happen to have read the thread you started at eog about being depressed or losing the will to live or something like it. I now see this thread and it immediately raises a red flag in my head.
Be careful with what you are doing, the wrong drug in the hands of the wrong person for the wrong reason is the last thing you need.
If Im way in over my head, I appologize, just thought Id say something, better be sorry now than later.