Gutter, as difficult as it may be, just try to find something to do to take your mind off of today and gambling in general for a few days. As I said, may be difficult, but put in a movie, go somewhere, spend some time with the family.......anything to take your mind off of it. Give it time and you'll get over it, then come back strong. Maybe you can consult with some of your fellow members here and we can help you manage your money a little bit better. Cheer up buddy!