Good question.
I'd be lost.
Been at this for 17 years, since first year of college with only one full year off (and that was due to a chick!......needless to say gambling eventually won out. lol)
Hell, I get sad after the NCAA's end and im on hiatus for four months!
I can't even fathom how much money I lost those first 6-8 years though, with no clue what I was doing.