Took some time off from the thread. A lot has happened since last time I posted in here.
2 weeks ago I had the worst day I have had since I had been here. I went into Sunday pretty upset about how things were going and was hoping to salvage a little of a bad weekend. I ended up having a crappy Sunday also. I spend Sunday nights doing all my book work. I was crushed after looking at the results. I had lost almost 70% of my profits in a 2 week span. I tried to look at it positively, I was still up around 8k since I had got here (down from almost 20k two weeks ago). All the numbers really took a tumble and werent looking great anymore, just okay. The one that thru me into a tailspin was the fact I had the same amount of money more or less now as when I first got here. In less then 72 hours I went from basically saving 7k in less then 3 months, which isnt bad and something I was pretty happy with, to nothing on the savings end. Basically breakeven now. I literally got sick to my stomach. Now I could say, what I am I complaining about. I have lived in Vegas, paid my bills, won enough to support a modest lifestyle, and proven to myself i can win thru a whole football season. The thing that sucks was orginally I was suppose to have no bills and work just off my bankroll but things dont always go as planned. Lots of little things have added up and now I have about a 2k a month nut to crack on my own, which is still not bad for an adult male.
Now I know it is all just numbers on a paper but I am serious, it hurt a lot. Just because I had worked so hard to get ahead and I thought to myself that I would never go back to the amount of money I started with. It was heartbreaking for me. I felt a tad snakebit also at the time. I seemed to be losing a lot of close games, etc. Not many breaks seemed to be going my way. I thought okay I will just get hot and win it back. Like it was that easy, LOL.
That Monday I started doing a lot of stuff I dont normally do, nothing bad or drastic but just rookie stuff I dont usually do, scoreboard watching, looking at how much I could win if I won the last 5 games of the night, etc. I proceeded to lose the next 3 days and it really upset me, this took the losing streak to 5 straight days, tieing my longest streak I had ever had in the past 2.5 years. At one point I looked back at my last 250 wagers and I was at 42%, I couldn't do that if I wanted too, LOL. It was bad. I couldnt buy in a win. I went back another 1k the next 3 days. Thanksgiving day I told myself I was only playing a few plays, just too get a win under my belt hopefully and it would only be my best stuff and I finally squeezed out a small win. Friday I came back with a great day. The wekend was a wash and so I ended the month down close to 5k. My worst month ever betting wise. I was once up almost 7k on the month at one time, WOW. Talk about variance. Realize I dont bet much money per game, averging in the $200-300 a play on most plays but a $300 bet is a $630 swing with one gamew win or lose. I did set a record for myself, going over the 200k for the month betting wise. I lost close to 2% for the month.
3 months are in the books for me betting wise. I am up around 9k total now, which isnt great but I will take it. This puts me on pace for around 35k-40k for a year. I hope for more but I am trying to get away from worrying too much about financial goals right now. A fellow professional gambler told me that. He said you should NEVER put that kind of pressure on yourself. He's right I dont need the pressure of that on me quite yet. I need to settle in and get comfortable. Just beating this stuff is hard enough. I ended up lowering my bet size a little also. I had too as I lost a decent fraction of my bankroll, somewhere in the 25% range. The thing is the big plan is too save money from this venture, not just pay the bills.
I also eliminated a lot of the stuff that hasnt been working, like the Pinny lean stuff which has been my bread abd butter in the past. I will get back to it later on but looking at my notes from last year shows me sturggling with 1st half CBB totals and so I just could keep messing (and losing) with it every night. I am only doing stuff that hasn't won for me this year. My best stuff in the past. Slowly i would like to add stuff in like NBA sides but not till later in the year. I have bet over 400k so I am winning right around 2% ROI, which is too be expected. I am pretty happy with that when you like at the big picture.
Something you dont realize when you plan this out on paper is streaks are inevitable. Now matter how well you think you can handle them they are really tough. In fact I handled my first big losing streak, HORRIBILE. I failed. I am upset with myself. I had a lot of doubt creep into my head, that now that I have been winning a little seems just pathetic on my part. I started thinking thoughts that never crossed my mind since I had been here. Like what if I lose? What about my life after this? What about another job? How could i win before and not now? What if what I am doing doesnt work? Like I said stuff I never envisioned just 4 days earlier. It happened so fast. Believe me I have done this stuff for a few years and I have lost plenty of times but it's totally different now. There is just something about not having the paycheck coming in. There are no guarantees anymore and this was the first time I had probably truly realized it. I have to wakr up each day and ear, pull money out the books. The thing that got me the most upset was how hard I was working at this. Every day doing all the little things. I am the one who always talks about the big thing with gambling fulltime is the huge flucuations in your bankroll. You cant let them effect you. I asked a few respected people that do this for a living and how they handle it and that helped but they all said they struggled also with bad losing streaks, they happen and they are just part of the game is what they all told me. I hope I do a lot better next time (which is hopefully a long ways away, LOL).
Anyways this is where I sit right now as we head into December. The 3 biggest months volume wise are upon us for me. Nightly hoops and still a ton of football is left. I know there is some more stuff to talk about that I am forgetting but this is it for right now. I will try and keep this updated every day or every other day or so. Talk to you guys later!!!
(*-I am not sure how to handle the financial information I am sharing in this thread. I have thought about this quite a bit. I enjoy doing this thread and put a lot of time and effort into it. So I want it too be 100% accurate. I have thought about changing some numbers around (not lying but lowering/highering so it is still equaling the same) or using units instead of money details but I want people to understand EXACTLY what i am going thru. Plus that way would end up getting way too complicated and confusing and be too hard to to keep everything straight, etc. Everyone that knows me knows that I am just a normal guy who moved out here to try this. I am not rich or some genius, etc. I have really no special talents/resources going into this. The only thing I think that seperates me from most is my total passion for this, that is probably it and the knowledge I have picked up the past 3 years from forums like the RX. I know I am small time out here in Vegas. I see that everyday. I am totally fine with that. I have had at least 15 posters tell me how they wished they could be doing this and how they are sort of living this whole venture thru me. So I just want to be 100% honest with everything i am reporting so they (and everyone) can get a complete understadning what I am going thru. I know if I was on the other side of this back in Mihcigan still, I would appreciate it if the guy in Vegas was giving as much details as he possibily could. Hopefully none of this stuff I write offends anyone (thankfully no one so far has said it does) or anyone thinks that I am bragging, etc. Nothing could be further from the truth. Okay, sorry about that but I just wanted to get that off my chest.
2 weeks ago I had the worst day I have had since I had been here. I went into Sunday pretty upset about how things were going and was hoping to salvage a little of a bad weekend. I ended up having a crappy Sunday also. I spend Sunday nights doing all my book work. I was crushed after looking at the results. I had lost almost 70% of my profits in a 2 week span. I tried to look at it positively, I was still up around 8k since I had got here (down from almost 20k two weeks ago). All the numbers really took a tumble and werent looking great anymore, just okay. The one that thru me into a tailspin was the fact I had the same amount of money more or less now as when I first got here. In less then 72 hours I went from basically saving 7k in less then 3 months, which isnt bad and something I was pretty happy with, to nothing on the savings end. Basically breakeven now. I literally got sick to my stomach. Now I could say, what I am I complaining about. I have lived in Vegas, paid my bills, won enough to support a modest lifestyle, and proven to myself i can win thru a whole football season. The thing that sucks was orginally I was suppose to have no bills and work just off my bankroll but things dont always go as planned. Lots of little things have added up and now I have about a 2k a month nut to crack on my own, which is still not bad for an adult male.
Now I know it is all just numbers on a paper but I am serious, it hurt a lot. Just because I had worked so hard to get ahead and I thought to myself that I would never go back to the amount of money I started with. It was heartbreaking for me. I felt a tad snakebit also at the time. I seemed to be losing a lot of close games, etc. Not many breaks seemed to be going my way. I thought okay I will just get hot and win it back. Like it was that easy, LOL.
That Monday I started doing a lot of stuff I dont normally do, nothing bad or drastic but just rookie stuff I dont usually do, scoreboard watching, looking at how much I could win if I won the last 5 games of the night, etc. I proceeded to lose the next 3 days and it really upset me, this took the losing streak to 5 straight days, tieing my longest streak I had ever had in the past 2.5 years. At one point I looked back at my last 250 wagers and I was at 42%, I couldn't do that if I wanted too, LOL. It was bad. I couldnt buy in a win. I went back another 1k the next 3 days. Thanksgiving day I told myself I was only playing a few plays, just too get a win under my belt hopefully and it would only be my best stuff and I finally squeezed out a small win. Friday I came back with a great day. The wekend was a wash and so I ended the month down close to 5k. My worst month ever betting wise. I was once up almost 7k on the month at one time, WOW. Talk about variance. Realize I dont bet much money per game, averging in the $200-300 a play on most plays but a $300 bet is a $630 swing with one gamew win or lose. I did set a record for myself, going over the 200k for the month betting wise. I lost close to 2% for the month.
3 months are in the books for me betting wise. I am up around 9k total now, which isnt great but I will take it. This puts me on pace for around 35k-40k for a year. I hope for more but I am trying to get away from worrying too much about financial goals right now. A fellow professional gambler told me that. He said you should NEVER put that kind of pressure on yourself. He's right I dont need the pressure of that on me quite yet. I need to settle in and get comfortable. Just beating this stuff is hard enough. I ended up lowering my bet size a little also. I had too as I lost a decent fraction of my bankroll, somewhere in the 25% range. The thing is the big plan is too save money from this venture, not just pay the bills.
I also eliminated a lot of the stuff that hasnt been working, like the Pinny lean stuff which has been my bread abd butter in the past. I will get back to it later on but looking at my notes from last year shows me sturggling with 1st half CBB totals and so I just could keep messing (and losing) with it every night. I am only doing stuff that hasn't won for me this year. My best stuff in the past. Slowly i would like to add stuff in like NBA sides but not till later in the year. I have bet over 400k so I am winning right around 2% ROI, which is too be expected. I am pretty happy with that when you like at the big picture.
Something you dont realize when you plan this out on paper is streaks are inevitable. Now matter how well you think you can handle them they are really tough. In fact I handled my first big losing streak, HORRIBILE. I failed. I am upset with myself. I had a lot of doubt creep into my head, that now that I have been winning a little seems just pathetic on my part. I started thinking thoughts that never crossed my mind since I had been here. Like what if I lose? What about my life after this? What about another job? How could i win before and not now? What if what I am doing doesnt work? Like I said stuff I never envisioned just 4 days earlier. It happened so fast. Believe me I have done this stuff for a few years and I have lost plenty of times but it's totally different now. There is just something about not having the paycheck coming in. There are no guarantees anymore and this was the first time I had probably truly realized it. I have to wakr up each day and ear, pull money out the books. The thing that got me the most upset was how hard I was working at this. Every day doing all the little things. I am the one who always talks about the big thing with gambling fulltime is the huge flucuations in your bankroll. You cant let them effect you. I asked a few respected people that do this for a living and how they handle it and that helped but they all said they struggled also with bad losing streaks, they happen and they are just part of the game is what they all told me. I hope I do a lot better next time (which is hopefully a long ways away, LOL).
Anyways this is where I sit right now as we head into December. The 3 biggest months volume wise are upon us for me. Nightly hoops and still a ton of football is left. I know there is some more stuff to talk about that I am forgetting but this is it for right now. I will try and keep this updated every day or every other day or so. Talk to you guys later!!!
(*-I am not sure how to handle the financial information I am sharing in this thread. I have thought about this quite a bit. I enjoy doing this thread and put a lot of time and effort into it. So I want it too be 100% accurate. I have thought about changing some numbers around (not lying but lowering/highering so it is still equaling the same) or using units instead of money details but I want people to understand EXACTLY what i am going thru. Plus that way would end up getting way too complicated and confusing and be too hard to to keep everything straight, etc. Everyone that knows me knows that I am just a normal guy who moved out here to try this. I am not rich or some genius, etc. I have really no special talents/resources going into this. The only thing I think that seperates me from most is my total passion for this, that is probably it and the knowledge I have picked up the past 3 years from forums like the RX. I know I am small time out here in Vegas. I see that everyday. I am totally fine with that. I have had at least 15 posters tell me how they wished they could be doing this and how they are sort of living this whole venture thru me. So I just want to be 100% honest with everything i am reporting so they (and everyone) can get a complete understadning what I am going thru. I know if I was on the other side of this back in Mihcigan still, I would appreciate it if the guy in Vegas was giving as much details as he possibily could. Hopefully none of this stuff I write offends anyone (thankfully no one so far has said it does) or anyone thinks that I am bragging, etc. Nothing could be further from the truth. Okay, sorry about that but I just wanted to get that off my chest.