been thinking about this for days now. I feel like shit because we were not on good terms when she died. We had not spoken for 2-3 months now for a bs reason. We had dated for a few weeks/months a little over a year ago. I knew she was having some issues then, part of the reason it never advanced. I just feel like an ass for not reaching out lately and putting the dumb argument behind us. dead at 25
kidman, that's horrible... i'm sorry man...
i lost a close friend a couple years ago, it's the single worst thing i've ever experienced. it will stick with you... just remember she did it because she was in so much pain, so in some fucked up way, it's easier to grasp that she feels better now..
sorry it happened though
i lost a close friend a couple years ago, it's the single worst thing i've ever experienced. it will stick with you... just remember she did it because she was in so much pain, so in some fucked up way, it's easier to grasp that she feels better now..
sorry it happened though
I'm very sorry for your loss. I'll say this because I don't care what others think about me. I was close at one point in my life to ending it. I cannot articulate the desperation, it's way beyond description. She likely contemplated it for a long time. Don't feel any guilt, but don't judge her either. Just try to make peace with it, and don't let the way her life ended define her life. HEAL. Hear, Experience, Accept, Let Go.
I am depressed as it gets but I'd never kill myself. I have a son I have to pay to see. A failed business. An ex making sure my life stays as shitty as possible and if I overcome the obstacles she will just take more money from my success. Debt up to my eyeballs. What seem like un breakable shitty habits. Gained 30 pounds over the last year from all of it. Losing my hair from it. The list goes on and I'm not even 30. I'd never kill myself. If you plan on doing so then I suggest you find Jesus. The journey is long.
So sorry for your loss but Not your fault .. You can NOt stop anyone for doing what they want to do ..,her case a rittle extreme ... Semi truck too painful .. Perhaps carbon monoxide poisoning more apropos and less painful .. But if she had no car , maybe hanging possibility ... Obviously sick person .. We don't need anymore sick people in society so in a way , she did what was best for her and the rest of us .. You no need to brame yourself .. That what happens in rife ...she made bad decision .. Move on ... Maybe best decision for her .. Feel sorry for u .... Feel better by taking Cleveland with points .. Sharp action in them ... Real sharp !!.. Good Ruck
Exactry ..., that my point .. If you fucked up and want to die , don't fuck anyone else ... Go do it quietly .. She just big drama queen .. No feel sorry for her .. Sorry for everyone else associated with her ... People are babies .. People make their own bed in rife or death .. Like good book say " you reap what you sow !"... Me I should've had big winner with Pittsburgh other night but I push instead .. No one fault but me to believe in idiot kicker and over rated head coach ... Today , I pray and play Cleveland ... How can you make case for them ?... Anything possible in NFL and rivers not rivers this year .. If I lose wager ?, I no blame no one else .. I brame myself .. But no need to jump in front of big ass truck and mess my hair up .. Plenty of gambling action remaining and always can get loan
One of my best buddies killed himself a few months before my wedding. Coming up on 10 years now and I still think about him often, almost daily.
I saw an interview once with Levon Helm from The Band that always stuck with me. I'm paraphrasing but it was something like "that was simply a decision between him and God and I try not to judge that decision."
I saw an interview once with Levon Helm from The Band that always stuck with me. I'm paraphrasing but it was something like "that was simply a decision between him and God and I try not to judge that decision."
