It finally struck me after years and years of watching football that all my rants and cussing would not change the outcome of these games. I realize i should have been spending time with my loved ones or friends. There are very few games(but some moments) i remember after thirty five years but probably endless hours of other memories i have lost. It struck me tonight. Lately i knew i had to hold papers closer to my face to read or books and most importantly sit closer to the computer to see it. Now after trying to watch the Callif Oregon State game i realize the end is near. I can not even see the damn ball. I will not give up gambling, but i guess it is time to spend my last times with the real world,. Just a few words to any out there, because it sucks when you eyesight goes and just remember what memories you would like to have.