That is a shame IMO.
Anyway, to answer the question, I guess I have two passions. Numbers (mainly various forecasting methods, not gambling related), and booze.
what I mean is time is money and if you are wasting your time doing something and not being compensated the right way/amount for it than you should reevaluate. Sort of like a scoreboard in sports and caling a timeout if you are losing, if you get what I mean.
I have a very fuffilling life and I love the challenge of making money by using numbers, my brains, and some risk taking instead of some guy that works doing a montonus job.
The way to look if you are doing things right in my life/game is to look at how well you are doing on the money end of it, it is sort of the way to keep score is how I meant it. I was and am not trying to be shallow, it is not at all what I am like.