its rx blackjack syndrome. a lot of these people get so bored and have nothing to do, instead of going out for a walk, watching tv's, or playing video games or whatever, they just go in and blow everything they have. they literally go crazy and lose it.
from what i read they always let you get ahead, and then get you back at the end. that's the general consensus from what ive read.
ITS ALWAYS BLACKJACK THOUGH. thats what i dont get. always blackjack.
sammy you may want to get another job or get some help. looks like you might need it. gambling should be viewed as recreational only. when you say its torture because i can't play, means it's gotten control of you.