What happens in Vegas Stays in Vegas so we might not ever know.
Most likely he met a monied Cougar at Dino's and he's "ascended".
Is looking down on all the amazing lights from a Penthouse window right now.
Defying was a good one though, IMO at least, and I am very surprised he vanished so quickly.
"specially with Defying historically being a Top Ranker in the Football Contest here and that getting close.
Defying will reappear. I think so at least.
Most likely he met a monied Cougar at Dino's and he's "ascended".
Is looking down on all the amazing lights from a Penthouse window right now.
Defying was a good one though, IMO at least, and I am very surprised he vanished so quickly.
"specially with Defying historically being a Top Ranker in the Football Contest here and that getting close.
Defying will reappear. I think so at least.
But when you're smart enough to make exercise and breathing, getting the Blood flowing your substitute for that destructive stuff hopefully thats a thing that will never get old. If it does though a bicycle can be a great option. Thats really great Cardio too. Swimming of course as well. I'm just so impressed cuz I remember when I exercised how the Endorphin Release or whatever made the thought of drinking a beer and smoking a cigarette nauseating so I immediately thought "Damn this is gonna work" . Exercise is a very powerful thing. I think you have a very good scheme here pockets. And I believe that exercise is a brilliant substitute. Especially if you combine it with knowledge of The Simple Truth that theres so much you can and will yet do with your Life. You have to take that on "Faith" for now but if you're serious about leaving that fucked up so Limited Lane behind really and forever...finally....good things will find you.
I know as you do pockets that those are just Hollow Words. One cannot just sit on their ass and expect good things to knock on the door or climb down the Fire Escape then come in thru the window to find them. One must figure out a thing they love doing and then chart a path via distinct step by step Goals (written down) to get to that place.
For one called "pocketrockets" that might be as simple as deciding you want your own Bike Shop. Well...Motorcycle Shop...maybe sell Bikes too...maybe sell skateboards as well.
You can literally do anything pockets. Anything that would be within the Range of Your Desire because those are gonna be borne of your own experiences and your own unique self. Society on the whole won't be supportive of you in belief of the truth that you can accomplish Amazing Shit pockets because if they did it would demand they ask of themselves why THEY are not accomplishing amazing shit. So they avoid that confrontation with themselves by dismissing as impossible your Goals.
There are some people accomplishing amazing shit though pockets. Few and far between..people like loomis with his various diverse businesses. Incredible.
Theres literally NO thing pockets that stands between you and having the life you want. It will take time to get it of course but if you're serious and committed to it, like, honed in focus having written down steps you can try to get accomplished each day to get to where you want, doing what you want somehow people who live that way also just wind up in your presence.
Some call it "Law of Attraction" I guess but why is there a reason to call it anything really? To try and define it?
Whats that accomplish? labeling it?
Beyond giving meetup.com groups a title, a name.
What you said is true pockets. That Old Lifestyle is that. Its always gonna be that. Its never ever gonna be anything more than that Old and Boring, Tired and Done laying about in the same pathetic cesspool of shit. A load more Holow Words I know pockets but really....
You prolly have an idea of something you'd love to be doing already.
It takes so much discipline to leave that Lifestyle behind pockets, I understand, but if you manage to do it the fucking heavens might open brother.
Most "Hollow Words" yet maybe pockets or most true of all these words cuz you're familiar with a darkness that most people aren't.
If you're strong enough to leave that stupid boring played out Darkness behind forever pockets to commit to mapping out what steps it'd take to get what you want then every single day make it a priority to accomplish those steps then lastly pockets, if you'll just take however long it takes to remember...to feel that enthusiasm that children feel pockets, when anything was possible and there was so much to do and see and to accomplish pockets there will be some serious "light".
"Heavens Opening" is prolly romanticized Irish bullshit words but what else do I have pockets? To describe whats possible when one really and truly finally decides to leave the Darkness behind then actually does that?
You deserve so much more than that an exhausting pit pockets. And theres so much more possible than that tedious path that can only lead to death or jail.
That Little Girl in the other thread that the Monster took away pockets. How do you think she would proceed were she given a chance to live? Would she destroy herself or would she run as fast as she could as far as she could away from darkness?
The only difference between you and here is that you are still here pockets. You can do something great witgh this Life. Believe it man.
Ba‘al Zəvûv;11151884 said:
Damn bro... You should be a professional writer, if you aren't one already lol.
Very moved man thanks... it is precisely like you said man, seems you were where I am now, many years ago.
I feel motivated to see the sunlight... look forward meeting people again, miss my friends... is like I was running away from being human. I know that what made this jump start was not only the will but the lack of economical stretch to finance self destruction. Once finances are well again I hope to stay on the right lane and spend my hard earned $ in productive stuff and travelling.
I might start going to AA/NA meetings if I feel I'm gonna fall off the wagon but so far it has been fairly easy. I still get text messages from dealers telling me they just got this amazing stuff. But I just ignore it and go for a jog.
