Take it easy brother
Alan, this is my first time posting, but I have been watching your picks for quite some time. I am just going to give you some friendly advice. You really should not bet so much that it effects your life, as it seems you are getting extremely upset over the money you have lost. No sprts bettor should gamble so much on one game, or on one night that it effects him so much he is thinking about suicide (jokingly or not, its really not something to joke about, its how I lost my mother). Trust me, I have had just as many bad beats, and it is unbelievably aggravating, I have felt the same way.
Although it is sports betting where you can gain an advantage over the house, it ultimately is still gambling. Crazy and stupid things can and do happen in games every night. The "right side" of a bet loses all the time by some unfortunate freak play or complete meltdown by a player or a team. it sucks, but it is reality.
My friendly advice is to take some time off and clear your head. Do something different, look around and enjoy life for a while. Don't worry about missing betting on "locks." There will ALWAYS be games to bet on. Just wishing you the best.
Oh I forgot to mention, I thinkn you are a very good capper. You have just been on a bad run lately, and perhaps I think you bet too many games. Maybe just try to stick to the most solid plays where there is a big advantage, and stick with that. Peace
