I am still here guys. I have been through a lot the past few months. On October 1 I was taken by ambulance to the hospital.I was laying in bed shivering so hard I couldn't catch my breath. I was diagnosed with a severe liver infection and spent 8 days there. I am still taking antibiotics at home for it 3 times a day by infusion. Have a nurse come in once a week to check me over and change my needle. I have constant abdomen pains and find it very hard to eat feels like I am full all the time. I went from 206 on October 1st to 159 today.I am tired all the time have no energy and just feel rotten overall. Still going through chemo which has at least kept the cancer from spreading too much more. The worst part of this is I cant eat meat, just an awful taste to it. Does anyone know what you can do to get rid of the bad taste that apparently comes from the chemo. I really would like to eat a steak or hamburger once again. Don't know how much longer I have, kind of surprised I made it this long. Well that's the update I have for you, take care everyone.