Im going Weds.......300+30 7 Card hi/lo..
Im going to kill myself if i keep playing online..seriously, if my body doesnt just go into a major stroke 1st im going to get so pissed 1 night that ill eat every pill in the house and down a bottle of Tanqueray. I have to win or quit....Ive been doing it since 04 and either ive gotten exactly no better at it at all or im the unluckiest SOB ever...There can be no inbetween. Nobody i can find anywhere has played 300+ Mtts a year for 5 straight years and still cant beat a $3 sng with any kind of consistency....anybody who folds to my all-ins is an idiot who hates money cus call me with any 2 cards and you will win.....
Hey maybe this is MTT poker...maybe im supposed to make 1 final table every 3 mon//scratch that 4 months and counting........I read about 1 more 19 yr old playing for 16 months who final tables 2 majors in 1 day and i swear they'll haul me away in straight jacket...How is this even possible to go thru 2 entire tournys back top back without getting your AA cracked by J2 ????? Seriously how is this possible????? I could play the next 10 years and i cant imagine that could ever happen to me......Last night......i cant even name the site cus i dont remember, its every site i play on so it makes no differance...I fold for the entire 1st hr, no cards no nothing. The guy 2 seats to my right, who according to my Tourny Shark is a $6 player with less than 125 MTT's under his belt and is a big loser at those ...he has 18,000 chips at the break....Guys i cant remember even once in 5 years ever having 18K in the 1st hr....im sure its happened once or twice but it was so long ago i cant remember it. Now he's raising every hand, playing any 2 and busting ppl left and right. Cool as soon as i finally get a hand ill dbl up thru the SOB.....maybe 4 hands after the break i get my 1st hand KK.....he bets, i raise like 80% of my stack....he insta shoves....AA...
And look its not this 1 hand, this is my life 2 or 3 times a day everyday and i just cannot cope with it anymore..
So once again ive made a decision....Im going to Biloxi on Weds and then again about 7 days later for the Omaha hi/lo.....If i fail to make the money in neither 1 of them ......Im done. I know its 5 years worth of MTT's im whining about and now im going to put my fate in just 2 tournys but this is it, it all comes down to these 2. I have the money, I really believe in my own mind i can play these split games better than 99% of the people in the world, so unless Ivey, Brunson ,etc show up i should have the best of it. And im going to be an asshole for once in my life...if anybody in my family needs anything they better look elsewhere cus im going...If my biggest customer needs something he can look elsewhere..im going.....if my truck quits ill ride my frickin bike!!!!!!! Im going!!!!! I really dont care anymore...
If i lose them both , ill come home and spend the rest of my days hanging out at the OTB with the rest of the degenerate losers.............I would say ill die a heartbroken man but a woman took care of that 10 years ago....Maybe that was the problem all along......I just didnt have the heart....Ill have it Weds, im going in like im wearing 10 WSOP bracelets and i plan to win the whole damn thing!!!!!!!!!!
hno: !~~~!
Im going to kill myself if i keep playing online..seriously, if my body doesnt just go into a major stroke 1st im going to get so pissed 1 night that ill eat every pill in the house and down a bottle of Tanqueray. I have to win or quit....Ive been doing it since 04 and either ive gotten exactly no better at it at all or im the unluckiest SOB ever...There can be no inbetween. Nobody i can find anywhere has played 300+ Mtts a year for 5 straight years and still cant beat a $3 sng with any kind of consistency....anybody who folds to my all-ins is an idiot who hates money cus call me with any 2 cards and you will win.....
Hey maybe this is MTT poker...maybe im supposed to make 1 final table every 3 mon//scratch that 4 months and counting........I read about 1 more 19 yr old playing for 16 months who final tables 2 majors in 1 day and i swear they'll haul me away in straight jacket...How is this even possible to go thru 2 entire tournys back top back without getting your AA cracked by J2 ????? Seriously how is this possible????? I could play the next 10 years and i cant imagine that could ever happen to me......Last night......i cant even name the site cus i dont remember, its every site i play on so it makes no differance...I fold for the entire 1st hr, no cards no nothing. The guy 2 seats to my right, who according to my Tourny Shark is a $6 player with less than 125 MTT's under his belt and is a big loser at those ...he has 18,000 chips at the break....Guys i cant remember even once in 5 years ever having 18K in the 1st hr....im sure its happened once or twice but it was so long ago i cant remember it. Now he's raising every hand, playing any 2 and busting ppl left and right. Cool as soon as i finally get a hand ill dbl up thru the SOB.....maybe 4 hands after the break i get my 1st hand KK.....he bets, i raise like 80% of my stack....he insta shoves....AA...
And look its not this 1 hand, this is my life 2 or 3 times a day everyday and i just cannot cope with it anymore..
So once again ive made a decision....Im going to Biloxi on Weds and then again about 7 days later for the Omaha hi/lo.....If i fail to make the money in neither 1 of them ......Im done. I know its 5 years worth of MTT's im whining about and now im going to put my fate in just 2 tournys but this is it, it all comes down to these 2. I have the money, I really believe in my own mind i can play these split games better than 99% of the people in the world, so unless Ivey, Brunson ,etc show up i should have the best of it. And im going to be an asshole for once in my life...if anybody in my family needs anything they better look elsewhere cus im going...If my biggest customer needs something he can look elsewhere..im going.....if my truck quits ill ride my frickin bike!!!!!!! Im going!!!!! I really dont care anymore...
If i lose them both , ill come home and spend the rest of my days hanging out at the OTB with the rest of the degenerate losers.............I would say ill die a heartbroken man but a woman took care of that 10 years ago....Maybe that was the problem all along......I just didnt have the heart....Ill have it Weds, im going in like im wearing 10 WSOP bracelets and i plan to win the whole damn thing!!!!!!!!!!
hno: !~~~!
